Last weekend when Lady Rose visited she and I went to the bookstore. One of the books I picked up was Tarot for Your Self
. I grabbed the title mainly because it corresponds with one of my goals on my 101 list which is to increase my tarot expertise, but also because it focuses on using tarot for the self as opposed to as a tool for reading “fortunes” for others.As I work through the exercises in this book I intend to share my findings with my, our readers. One of the exercises in chapter 1 is to create a personal tarot profile. By using elements of numerology and astrology you find which Major Arcana cards are supposed to have special meaning for you in your life.
Personality Card – life purpose, aspirations, lessons to be learned
Soul Card – soul purpose, qualities that will assist me
For me, both “cards” are represented by The Hierophant
teaching and education; spiritual discipline; rules and conformity
OK talk about a 2×4 … I have recently re-enrolled in college with the goal of becomming a teacher. So I am appartently finally working in tandem with my “life purpose”. Part of my lesson will be being forced, to some degree, to conform and follow the rules, in order to succeed in this goal. Additionally I can be aided by regaining a spiritual discipline.
Teacher Card – qualities I either fear or don’t recognise in myself which can be helpful
Temperance
enthusiasm, confidence, optimism, organization
If I possess these strengths they are long buried and quite stagnant.
Zodiac Card – what I need for self-expression
The Lovers
combining the head and the heart, emotion and intellect; working with a partner
Very much on target. Not only do I need to feel engaged both with my mind and my heart but I do work better working WITH someone else. Especially when I can share the work with either a friend (like Lady Rose) or a romantic partner. I need to not feel ALONE in whatever task I have before me.
Destiny Card – my impulses, desires, and reactions
9 of swords
depression, suffering, guilt, self-loathing, illness, anxiety
WOW …. As someone who has multiple health issues and who has dealt with anxiety and depression since my youth this probably is the one card I could use to represent myself if I was truly honest.
I am often that woman sitting up in the dark of the night, hands over my face.
Personal Potential Card – sun sign
Knight of Swords
comitted to thoughts and ideas, assertive and courageous, headstrong and impatient
Inner Teacher Card – moon sign
King of Pentacles
responcible and trustworthy, craftsperson, practical, slow to change
Mode of Expression Card – rising sign
Queen of Wands
recognizes personal power, spontaneous, quick-tempered
Certainly this book is full of food for thought!!!
Blessings
Mama Kelly
Written by Mama Kelly