And now that that is out of the way – I think you are spot on with your reading. I’m sure you’ve been doing this much longer (and surely more consistently) than I have, but I figured I’d say so anyway.

You now only face the writer’s dilemma of *applying arse to chair* as it were, or whatever you need to do to get things started to bring about the change you want to see.

I’m in a similar place myself.

My comfort zone is being severely ruffled and that always indicates impending change. Hard change if I resist it. Just as hard change (but considerably less painful and stress inducing) if I cooperate.

This is the part the preacher DOESN’T tell you about having a personal relationship with an involved god.

(And that’s one way, btw, in which I think pagan paths are more honest than Christianity).

Be blessed and bless, my friend.