My depression is at another peak – and this is in spite of taking my meds on time every day – so I’m going to the Dr-man tomorrow to ask about an increase and have 50% of the blood in my veins withdrawn to check for all kinds of pestilence.

OK so I’m getting basic tests like thyroid function liver and kidney function ANA antibodies and what not. But surely I feel lousy enough that there should be a name for this LOL.

Anyway …

I realized that I miss being able to go to church when I feel like this

not for the Roman Catholicism …

but for the permanant “sacred space” where you can feel safe to just bear your soul to the Divine

It occurred to me that while, as a Pagan, I have the ability to create my own sacred space … and that all of Nature is inherently sacred …. the beauty of a “church” is that you can go there when you are so spiritually exhausted that you need to let somewhere else and someone else fill you back up

Blessings

Mama Kelly

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